Constant optimism is bullshit, right?
I think the point is to try to be as positive as one can be. I think life is easier that way.
A balance is needed, however.
You need to be sad, and angry and jealous sometimes.
You're not the Dalai Lama.
Unless the Dalai Lama reads my blog.
I'm not the Dalai Lama, anyway.
In essence, I'm pissed off right now.
And I'm pissed off because after all this time, if you told me you wanted me back, I would run to you with open arms.